That's life

There are few stages in life.

A stage that you live without nuisance.

A stage that everyone tell you studies are important and thus you think so too.

You begin to get high achivement in academic.

Soon, there's a stage you wonder about the outside world. You hang out all the time, chase for beauty, fashion, food, lifestyle, branded stuffs.

And after this, you get to face the reality.

In this stage, you work hard to build your career, fight for your future.

Study and play are not your priority anymore.

And then you marry, family and kids are the centre point in your life.

You stop the busy working life and spend more time with family.

Finally, your kids grow up. You got no worries. You want to complete what you give up when you are young and then you want to find a peace in your life.

Chasing for nothing, just want to have a peace and simple life with your family.

That's life.

I am glad that at this moment I am doing the right thing at the right moment, i have no regret.

Thanks for everything, thanks for everyone that accompany me in the different stage. 

I love my life.

知足

             知足，让你得到更多。

怀念中学

原来最近和朋友们都不禁对过去感触了起来。
大家都怀念着中学的生活
原来，别人说长大后你最想念的会是你的中学时期是真的 。

过去的我们只有上课，在校园玩乐，放学，补习，做功课，睡觉。
哈哈哈 看似漫长，乏闷又压力的生活，但原来一眨眼它就过去了。
现在想起其实也不算什么，但补习真的很痛苦 哈哈哈哈哈

今天突然找到我中五的周记
really OMG! hahahahahaha
很多事我都忘了，
记忆中我的中学没功课，但周记里说我的功课很繁忙，是真的吗？？？
我 怎么一点都记不起 哈哈哈哈哈哈

还记了新年那天我们一班朋友吃了 RM104.60,一个人 吃 RM 8...
OMG, 有必要记那么清楚吗？？？难怪我会读统计学 哈哈哈哈

还写了我们晚上十多位朋友搭巴士去 JUSCO 看半夜场！
但我想不起我搭巴士也 不记得我看什么戏 哈哈哈哈哈

而且原来我的 CHEMISTRY 拿过 35 分！ 哈哈哈 有那么底吗？
我 SPM 的 A1是怎样考回来的  ？ 哈哈哈哈

而且原来我曾经的志愿是当感化院的辅导员！！！
好吧，这个我记得，如果有机会的话，我也想实现它 哈哈哈

还有一篇说着我和两位朋友讨论着何为爱情，友情，亲情！！ 哈哈哈
这篇很好笑，我也记不起是谁了，但我觉得是我的两个闺蜜！
不过哪句话是哪个人讲的，我真的想不起了 哈哈哈
看后觉得原来七年前的我们也蛮成熟的 哈哈哈哈

但那周记只有十篇，啊，太少了，不够回味，不够唤醒我的记忆 哈哈哈
或许我应该现在开始天天写日记吧？？？

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现在的我们，每天都好像在忙又好像没得到什么
似有似无的感觉
现在都为了钱为了现实在忙
忙工作 忙工作 忙工作
谈工作 谈工作 谈工作
烦工作 烦工作 烦工作
很多压力和困难都只能自己面对

我们从每天见到每星期见，再到每个月见，现在是几个月见一次
OMG.
为什么以前见面不用用钱，现在见个面就不见了一张 50??? 哈哈哈
现实啊啊啊啊啊
是有多久没去朋友家聊天啊～～～～
oh my 佩诗家~~

如果现在问我再回去活多一次中学生涯，我的答案很明显是不要 hahahaa
因为考 SPM 真的很痛苦啊!
但如果有时光机让我回去一天，一天，就足够了.................

My 2014 !

I decided to write a blog while I'm having reflexology. Lol

2014 is end!! Finally.

I don't wish to be older and older but I really love the feeling of brand new beginning.

It seem like have a magic power let us forget and abandon every bad things happen or we did in the past year and then everything can start all over again. Isn't it? Hehe

let's look back my 2014.

This year is meaningful to me although it is not a perfect year but it is a fruitful year instead.

First of all, my family, bf, cats, friends are stil with me, healthy and safe.

Second, i finally started to build my career and decided my future route.

This route is long and tough. I know i need to resist it and never give up! 

It is great that I have a chance to be a kindergarten teacher. It makes me clear about my direction and future, what i really want and enjoy to do.

Im also feeling grateful and appreciate my tuition students and parents who believe on me!! And i will do my best. 

Third, I went to Tainwan and Japan during 2014!! i am so hang fok!

Thx my family and friends.

Journey without u all is dull !!

Thx my sister for the financial support hohoho.. 

It is expensive to travel oversea, but what you get in the trip is priceless and previous. It really open your eyes and your minds. Go out and explore the world! There are alot of things we don't know!

Fourth, my bf is still in love with me! Haha 

Well, im happy to have him. 

And appreciate everything he did for me and to me. Although he did nothing all the time actually . Hahaah!!

Okok, his contribution is hidden one, other people cannot see but I can <3

If you ask me what is the bad thing happen in my 2014.

I would say I abandon my studies. 

I don't know why I have the courage and why I can be like this. Give up the things I do and defend so long time since i was 5 . Lol.

I don't know is this right? Is this a good thing to me? But life is full of uncertainy and unexpected, isn't it? Everything happen for a reason,and everything happen is for the next thing happen. 

Hohoho anyway, i will control myself! Cannot give up it completely! I need this cert!

So, this is my 2014.

Good bye 2014 and welcome my 2015. 

我爱你s

这十七年来

得到的很多

失去的也很多

但为什么

失去的痛比得到的笑来得更深刻？

若天要你走，你有权说不走吗？

失去的意义是什么呢？

Be honest to yourself

Argh...

Just feel like can't cheat myself anymore!!

I dislike my course arrr!!!!

Everytime feel like study for nothing!!!!

Can't see the point why I learn it!

Of course, for people who want to be  a great Statistician it is very useful!

But for me! They're just no use at all !!

Even I can be a normal or basic statistician ,

 I think a lot of the thing I learn now is not useful to me too!

And! I hate programming so much!!!

And statistician = programming

So??!! wth??!!!

I force myself and persuade myself to love my course,

to enjoy the process, to learn something useful, to love programming.

But! I just can't help!!!!

Not because of lecturer problem, or syllabus or interest problem!

Is just I can't see my future!

I really do love Math and Stat, I do!

But like does not mean I suit it!

isn't???!!!!!!

how long time I still need to withstand these???!!!

Everyday doing what I don't like and pointless thing!!!!

when can I get rid all of this??!!

study exam fyp study exam fyp!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just feel that I shouldn't force myself anymore!!!

Be honest to myself!!!!

I want to be released! and do what I like or suit me!

Wait me! The real me.

A playful month

Have been play and enjoy non stop for one months I guess!

Argh! 

What I'm feeling now is scare! haahahah!!

Erm.. Is like 心里不踏实。

 

Seem like just enjoy playing but do nothing else. 

Din't study well for tests

Din't do well in my fyp

Wardrobe and table in a mess.

Everything is not organise

Money use like water 

Argh...!!!

Feel like everything in a mess! 

I should clear up everything especially my mind! 

Ok! Tmr!!!