Hi, I'm having my holiday right now! but I am so boreddd
Play with me!!!

现在的我非常珍惜睡觉的时间 😹 哈哈哈哈

你曾是少年

其实这首歌不至于很很很好听

但，它的每句歌词却唱到每个成年人的心坑去。

每次听到那首歌，我都会愣了一下

就好像我在心里的秘密被说中了一样。

然后就继续沉浸在少年的回忆。

现在我明白为什么每个人说中学时期是最令人怀恋的。

对啊，我真的很怀恋我的少年时期。你呢？

10102015

原来。

20151006

我需要最真挚的感情。 ❤️

年度我最喜欢的事

我最喜欢突来的假期 😍😍

24092015 #2

Today, I went to Taman rekreasi sungai Tekala with bf family.

I din't swim or play with water.

I just sit there and read a book that I had stopped reading for a long while. 

Listening to the voice of natural and doing my own thing

I feel peaceful and grateful.

Mind relaxing, stress go away.

But after that, I feel annoying again hahahahha!! #human

24092015

Aging

I am afraid of aging so so much 😱

I found that my body,my skin, my metabolism, everything becomes weaker than last time.

This is very horrible 😱😱😱

女人不保真的很容易老啊😱😱

So I decided to 保养 my face my skin my body my health!!

Okay, just some craps here.

Bye.

23092015

现实总让人忘了自己最初坚持着什么

你，还记得吗？

今天的我

没有动力

没有恒心

不想上班 不想交际

只想无所事事 😫😫😫

原来我没什么伟大的理想或多大的梦想

我只想无所事事摇脚

这是什么想法啊？ 😱😱😱😱

青春啊

青春啊，我好想你。

I got

            I got something to say

            I got so much of thoughts

Occasional holiday

10.8.2015 Monday

Today is an occasional holiday to replace we work on last Saturday for the carnival.
Hehe... Feel like this is an extra credit for me!

Have been busy for few months,
final sem- fyp-final exam- krabi trip- work work work until now.
Even through there are holidays in between but I still feel like I don't really take rest.
During holidays, I still need to teach tuition and outing outing outing!
Although it is really fun but my body and mind don't really take a break.

So, today would be a best time for me to slacking around
No outing, no social, no working, no dress up, no spending money!
Only have a laptop, a cup of tea, and musicccccccc....
Only me, A.L.O.N.E. Totally a private time for me!
Even I have bf and we always stick together during weekend,
but both of us have a consensus that we need PRIVATE TIME ！

Ok, I'm going to enjoy my PRIVATE TIME now. Tata!!!

Photo Shooting Day @ UPM

Hehe! We had photo shooting before graduate!
and I think this idea is brilliant!
It is great, fun and memorable!

Glad to have this photo shooting with my coursemies before graduate!
Let see the photos!!!

@BUKIT EKSPO

IN FRONT OF UPM HALL

UPM LOGO

JABATAN MATH

IN FRONT OF HALL

BUKIT EKSPO

IN FRONT OF HALL
HAHA! THIS IS FUNNY!

RANDOM POST, THIS PHOTO IS GREAT!

THE 1ST PHOTO OF THE DAY

SAY CHEESE ^^V

AFTER SHOOTING, WE WENT TO HAVE STEAMBOAT DINNER TOGETHER

This is the first time everyone of us attending the gathering. 

I'm not sure if everyone attend the course night last time.

Anyway, this is so memorable and fun! haha. 

I think this will be last time

It is hard to gather 24 people. 

Appreciate the ever friendships no matter we are very close or just a Hi-Bye friend. 

Finally, I wish everyone good luck in Viva and Final exam!

And all the best in the career!!! <3

五月终于过去了

好开心！最最忙碌的五月终于过去了！
真的有太多东西忙了！
要准备补习的教材，准备学生考试
还要上学和做 一些有的没的 assignment
最忙的还有 FYP!!!! 那一两个星期真的没睡什么觉
三点睡，七八点就得爬起来 @。@
真的好痛苦啊啊啊！！！
不过，我也熬过啦！
嘻嘻嘻嘻！可喜可贺可喜可贺！


忙碌结束后当然这最后一个学期也到尾声了。
嗯，感觉上没什么特别开心或伤心的
可能还有三个星期的关系吧
还要 经过 Viva, 修改 FYP, 温书，考试。
听起来还蛮难过的 哈哈哈哈

无论如何，我会好好珍惜和把握这段难得得空的时间！！！
不然以后做工了可不能睡到自然醒哦 T.T

大家，加油吧！

如果你喊累 生活只会更累

如果你消极 生活只会更消极

如果你放弃 那你就永远没成就

人生说短不短 说长不长

改变你的态度，积极面对你的生命、生活。

至少你无憾。

颓废

压力来侵
最好的治疗方法应该是颓废一下下吧。
让自己彻底地沉浸...........沉浸.........

Week 10

It is finally week 10 now.

Too fast yet too slow.

I hope this semester end quickly but I wish week 14 don't come so fast too.

Hahahaha...wtf....

There are alot alot alot of things need to do in May.

I MUST finish all of the things on time no matter what!!!

I know....I should...I need...I must.....

God, please give me the strength, the determination, the intelligence to complete all the task.

#Fuckandlovemylifeatthesametime

#mixedfeeling

我是个大花女

最近发现我真的很大花，很爱也很舍得花
无尽的欲望.......

这样的女人只有三条路选
一，找个可以负担你大花费用的男人
二，改变自己，变得节俭
三，赚很多的钱让自己继续大花

erm, 我决定选择第三个！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
好像比前面两个选择容易又开心！

#女人

My Motivation lately

This coming two months are the suffer months for me.
The only way to keep me motivating is thinking of the day I finish my FYP and final paper.
I am thinking of rest ONE month after graduate!!!!!!
Omg, It is so exciting even I just imagining now. haha!
Everyday sleep until at least 11am only wake up,
eat sleep online talk like nobody business!!! OMG!

I'm waiting for youuuuu..
This two months please be nice to me, especially my assignment and FYP!
Don't bring me my work loads.
I am am really busy for my tuition jobs now T.T

**Pray Hard** !!!

Busy months!

April and May are the busiest months for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to make it through then I can see the brightness in my life! hahahahahaah

List out the things I need to do and wth it is so full every week!
At least until the first week of June!
April end soon! May is coming!

I just need to endure 1 and half months more!!!!
I can do it I can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't be a lazy girl!!!!go go go!!!!!

凌乱的思绪、繁重的工作、懒惰的身躯、一颗不坚定的心。

我需要一盏明灯，领我往该去的轨道，找回自己。

That's life

There are few stages in life.

A stage that you live without nuisance.

A stage that everyone tell you studies are important and thus you think so too.

You begin to get high achivement in academic.

Soon, there's a stage you wonder about the outside world. You hang out all the time, chase for beauty, fashion, food, lifestyle, branded stuffs.

And after this, you get to face the reality.

In this stage, you work hard to build your career, fight for your future.

Study and play are not your priority anymore.

And then you marry, family and kids are the centre point in your life.

You stop the busy working life and spend more time with family.

Finally, your kids grow up. You got no worries. You want to complete what you give up when you are young and then you want to find a peace in your life.

Chasing for nothing, just want to have a peace and simple life with your family.

That's life.

I am glad that at this moment I am doing the right thing at the right moment, i have no regret.

Thanks for everything, thanks for everyone that accompany me in the different stage. 

I love my life.

知足

             知足，让你得到更多。

怀念中学

原来最近和朋友们都不禁对过去感触了起来。
大家都怀念着中学的生活
原来，别人说长大后你最想念的会是你的中学时期是真的 。

过去的我们只有上课，在校园玩乐，放学，补习，做功课，睡觉。
哈哈哈 看似漫长，乏闷又压力的生活，但原来一眨眼它就过去了。
现在想起其实也不算什么，但补习真的很痛苦 哈哈哈哈哈

今天突然找到我中五的周记
really OMG! hahahahahaha
很多事我都忘了，
记忆中我的中学没功课，但周记里说我的功课很繁忙，是真的吗？？？
我 怎么一点都记不起 哈哈哈哈哈哈

还记了新年那天我们一班朋友吃了 RM104.60,一个人 吃 RM 8...
OMG, 有必要记那么清楚吗？？？难怪我会读统计学 哈哈哈哈

还写了我们晚上十多位朋友搭巴士去 JUSCO 看半夜场！
但我想不起我搭巴士也 不记得我看什么戏 哈哈哈哈哈

而且原来我的 CHEMISTRY 拿过 35 分！ 哈哈哈 有那么底吗？
我 SPM 的 A1是怎样考回来的  ？ 哈哈哈哈

而且原来我曾经的志愿是当感化院的辅导员！！！
好吧，这个我记得，如果有机会的话，我也想实现它 哈哈哈

还有一篇说着我和两位朋友讨论着何为爱情，友情，亲情！！ 哈哈哈
这篇很好笑，我也记不起是谁了，但我觉得是我的两个闺蜜！
不过哪句话是哪个人讲的，我真的想不起了 哈哈哈
看后觉得原来七年前的我们也蛮成熟的 哈哈哈哈

但那周记只有十篇，啊，太少了，不够回味，不够唤醒我的记忆 哈哈哈
或许我应该现在开始天天写日记吧？？？

————————————————————————————————
现在的我们，每天都好像在忙又好像没得到什么
似有似无的感觉
现在都为了钱为了现实在忙
忙工作 忙工作 忙工作
谈工作 谈工作 谈工作
烦工作 烦工作 烦工作
很多压力和困难都只能自己面对

我们从每天见到每星期见，再到每个月见，现在是几个月见一次
OMG.
为什么以前见面不用用钱，现在见个面就不见了一张 50??? 哈哈哈
现实啊啊啊啊啊
是有多久没去朋友家聊天啊～～～～
oh my 佩诗家~~

如果现在问我再回去活多一次中学生涯，我的答案很明显是不要 hahahaa
因为考 SPM 真的很痛苦啊!
但如果有时光机让我回去一天，一天，就足够了.................

My 2014 !

I decided to write a blog while I'm having reflexology. Lol

2014 is end!! Finally.

I don't wish to be older and older but I really love the feeling of brand new beginning.

It seem like have a magic power let us forget and abandon every bad things happen or we did in the past year and then everything can start all over again. Isn't it? Hehe

let's look back my 2014.

This year is meaningful to me although it is not a perfect year but it is a fruitful year instead.

First of all, my family, bf, cats, friends are stil with me, healthy and safe.

Second, i finally started to build my career and decided my future route.

This route is long and tough. I know i need to resist it and never give up! 

It is great that I have a chance to be a kindergarten teacher. It makes me clear about my direction and future, what i really want and enjoy to do.

Im also feeling grateful and appreciate my tuition students and parents who believe on me!! And i will do my best. 

Third, I went to Tainwan and Japan during 2014!! i am so hang fok!

Thx my family and friends.

Journey without u all is dull !!

Thx my sister for the financial support hohoho.. 

It is expensive to travel oversea, but what you get in the trip is priceless and previous. It really open your eyes and your minds. Go out and explore the world! There are alot of things we don't know!

Fourth, my bf is still in love with me! Haha 

Well, im happy to have him. 

And appreciate everything he did for me and to me. Although he did nothing all the time actually . Hahaah!!

Okok, his contribution is hidden one, other people cannot see but I can <3

If you ask me what is the bad thing happen in my 2014.

I would say I abandon my studies. 

I don't know why I have the courage and why I can be like this. Give up the things I do and defend so long time since i was 5 . Lol.

I don't know is this right? Is this a good thing to me? But life is full of uncertainy and unexpected, isn't it? Everything happen for a reason,and everything happen is for the next thing happen. 

Hohoho anyway, i will control myself! Cannot give up it completely! I need this cert!

So, this is my 2014.

Good bye 2014 and welcome my 2015.