Wednesday, October 31, 2012

What is life?

Very sleepy, but it is just 9.39pm right now!
Hmm..what to do? wash my clothes? do my tutorials? do my assignment? surf net without objective?
Hmmm....All don't want~~~~~~But I know I will do one of these at the end.haha...

How is my life recently?
Hmmm...Grey? Maybe.
Don't know why the negative thought never let me go for this two months maybe.
Argh! It is so suffer.
I just can't be alone or being free recently.
There are too much time for me to think for nonsense!
Argh!! I will have emotional sickness on one day!

Choi!!!! Need to control ady!!!!
Find something to do, find something to do....
Think positively think positively!!
Or else don't think anything at all!=.=

Wondering how I live last time?
What my brain is thinking during free time?=.=

I lost, what is life actually?

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Really!

I really want to blog!
But I really don't know what to blog! =.=

Sunday, October 28, 2012

No Idea

Wanna Blog!!
But I really don't know what to write.

Haizzz...No idea, Boring.....

Friday, October 26, 2012

Who know it?

Blues...
Sometimes, I just can't stop myself to think negatively.
Who will know my blue?

I ask and ask, can you give me one more chance?
To make everything better.

Right now, I just wish someone is with me, and hold me tight.
Whispering in my ears, tell me everything is all right.

So, would you? I miss you.

A Short Update

Hooray!!! Holiday right now!!!
What to do what to do?! Where to go where to go?!
Hahaha..

Decided to have a quality rest during this holiday!
Spend more time at home, sleep more, eat more, drink more, laugh more! ^^v

There is a good news during this holiday!!!
Finally I changed my handphone! Wakaka!
Due to my sis'bf buy her a new Samsung Galaxy Note 2,
so she give me her Note 1 ! Hooray!!
Can take photo in front! Hahahaha.. *Happy*

Besides play and rest, I read books during this holidays too!
This is the book i bought last two days!
A motivation book, seem like nice..Will spend my holiday with it. :)
Hope that I could get some motivation from it and work hard for my future!

k lah., see you next time! Tata ! ^^v

Saturday, October 20, 2012

The last lecture

Again, wanna introduce a nice book!!
Today, I went to Lily's room, and she gave me a book while waiting the TOCIE test comes.
The book namely, The Last Lecture.
Again, it is a true story!
Talking about a man with 10 tumours in his liver,
and he just has few months life lefts.
The novel is about how he utilise his remaining time.

I not yet finish the novel, just two or three chapters I read.
Just want to share a sentence which I found it is very meaningful.

'We can't change it, we just have to decided how to respond.
 We can't change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.'

We can't change the truth, we just can choose the attitude to face the truth.
Face it positively, or negatively.

So, what is your choice?

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Front of The Class

Having a great movie sharing section tonight!
The movie namely Front Of The Class! It is a real story.
It is talking about a guy with severe Tourette Syndrome achieves his dream successfully.
His sickness causes him always make some weird noise and body cramps.
It is so hard for him to learn and live, and people will use weird sight to see him and evaluate him.
But at the end, he still manage to graduate.

He aspires to be a good educator.
It is hards to find jobs for him, but he never give up although there are 24 primary school reject his application. But finally, he did find a primary school willing to hire him.
And last, he got a Best Teacher of the year award.

He accepts what the God gives him, he accepts his sickness.
And lives with his sickness.
He never give up, never let the sickness hit him down.
Try and try until success.

He teaches us no one is perfect, everyone got weakness,
Remember, don't magnified your weakness, don't let your weakness take over your life.
Conversely, display your goodness as much as possible.
Take this advantage to have a better life. :)

Life is just once, there is no take two!

It is really a great motivation and touch movie!
Friends, must watch!!!




Monday, October 15, 2012

Life is just so dry

Huuu...
My life is so boring in this few weeks.
Everyday just busy for study stuffs!
Test test test and test!

Well, humans are like this.
Wanna rest when they are busy, wanna busy when they are free. =.=
Okay, stop complaining please Kok Pei Hong!
Do what you love, love what you do,
Actually I am wondering how many people can do this.

Anyway, I just need some motivation.
Maybe I should listen to Pei Juan, go listen some talks offer by Aiesec.
Hahahahaha...
Well, I always stop at think, never go action.
Argh, how could I like this?!

I guess I am definitely a hedonist.
U know what are in my mind everyday?!
I am thinking of eat, play and money all the time! Hahaha!
Looking for nice place to travel or visit !
Searching for nice restaurant to have a try !
Thinking of what to buy, what to change from my head to my foot..hahaha!

Well, same rule apply, I just think, not really action please.
Dreams would bring improvement to the dreamer?
I doubt it seriously! Hahaha! Doesn't see any of it in me please.

Haizzz...Motivation, where can I find you?
Don't leave me so far please...

I have changeddddddddd....
I mean different from many years agoooo.

U know? There is a cruel rule in this world, everything do changes, everything would go wrongs
but no matter ups or downs, LIFE KEEP MOVING ON.
=.=


Saturday, October 13, 2012

Home

It is so nice to stay in my sweetest home. :)
I will keep complaining boring if I just sit there to do my assignment for few hours!
But at home, I won't feel so!!! Hahaha..
I will feel so glad I finish my assignment by sitting inside my home.

Life is short, really short.
Spend more of your time with your family,
the one who loved you the most, and you love them too. :)

Don't regret when you do not have the chance to gather with your family  anymore.
Accompany your parents, who raise you, care you, worry you, feel up and down for you and love you so much.
Accompany your siblings who accompany you to grow up, play with you, talk with you, accompany you to do something you not brave enough to do, and who always put your request at the first place.
Remember that, they will down will sick will sad will fear will face difficulty too.
Care them, help them, accompany them.

I love my family, like they love me. :)


So sad that I don't have a complete family picture.
But, the complete picture is in m heart forever. <3 <3

Hooray!

Vampire Diaries Season 4 is released few days ago!!!
wowhoo!!!!!!
The best drama I ever watch!!! hoho!

The story is so interesting and the actors are so charming and suit the character!!
Hehehe! Just finish watch the episode 1 withoutany subtitle! 
Feel like my English is not that bad actually! Hoho!!
Proud abit XD.
Now now now! I'm downloading the version with English and Chinese subtitle!
Wowhoo!!! I'm going to rewatch it again! No doubt! !

 Wowhoo! Sexy photo ever!
I love Damon! I love Elena! I love Stefan! I love Caroline! I love Tyler! I love Bonnie!
Heheehehehehehehehehe!!!!!

Gambateh Vampire Diaries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Blogging time!!!

Finally Thursday night came!! :D :D!
I can back home right after tomorrow class!!! hehehe!
Specially credit to cutie Mei Sen <3

What is the main point of this blog? Hmm..Thinking....
5 minutes passs....Can't think of it! hmmm......

 Let upload my zi lian photo. XD

No spec no contact lens

With spec

With contact lens
with contact lens and spec.

Haha...which nicer?! Definitely wear spec is not niceeee :(
But without spec, my eye begs are so obvious!
Haiz..There is no 十全十美 in this world.
Never mind, 知足常乐 :D

Sleepy.

Sleepy...Sleepy..
Wanna write a blog before sleep, but lazy....
So just a short update here...

I miss all my friendssss!!!!!!!


























Recently, a lot of friends birthday!!
Argh...Remind me about my giftssss...
I love all my giftss, hehe..
Not because the gifts are nice or expensive or useful or what..
It is just because the every gift represent the every true heart from my friendss to me. <3 <3

I love you all.
Yours simple smile, greeting, joke,caring, time, sharing, wishes, gift, sms, call, old pics
can make my days easily...

U, colour my life :)


*Next time will talk about my lovely family* <3 <3

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Today!

I don't want do revision ar :(
Keep telling myself, Monday is the first day of the week,
so tomorrow only start be hardworking la. :)
*For my blog readers, Please don't remind me actually Sunday is the first day of the week*
:P

Today! A more unproductive day compare to yesterday!
I just did few tutorial questions :'(
Sad ar. now only I realise I haven't do my DE past year questions.
No wonder I feel like lack of something to do.
GG.com =.= Tuesday la Tuesday la :)

Today! Sleep le many times.
I really doubt that I am a pig last time, or maybe in future? =.=
Haizzz! Anyway, don't keep giving out negative things already!

Be positive attitude, KOK PEI HONG!!!!!

Welcome, Week 5.
Our exam week. :( :) :) :)!!!!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

*Escaping From Reality*

Know why I update my blog so frequently?!
Because I think it is a best way to escape from reality! wakaka!
No matter I am busy or sad or boring or emo or too free or stress or happy,
I also will go blogging. Hoho
Although my blog seems like no MAIN POINT at all...
hahaha..Nvm, I just want a place to talk crap to myself maybe.
Ohno, sound like mentally got problems :P

Anyway, why today I come here to blog?!
Because!! I don't want study la :(
Everyday Intergrate Differentiation Intergrate Differentiation Intergrate Differentiation
Find le father find mother, find le mother find sister =.=
Find le X find y, find le y find alpha, find le alpha find beta =.=
what gamma distributuion, beta distribution, normal, poison, hypergeometry,
moment generating, Probability generating,T distributuion, F distributuion
why there is no W distribution???
If gt then can form W.T.F distribution!
I know this distribution very well leh, I always apply it in daily life.
Why there is no W.T.F distribution is Statistic???!!!!

Haiz....Back to reality please.
Let's be a Pro Statistician in future. :P
I love u gamma, I love u beta, I love u hyper, I love u Bayes.
Come on baby :P

Anyway, today is another unproductive day.
My brain just full of entertainment, I think my brain got problems sometimes.
Only got food and entertainment all the time!

Haiz!
Let;s work hard tomorrow!!!!!! :D
*Happy Go Lucky*
*Think good ,Feel Good*

* Ponteng tmr*....do do......

Exhausted

Argh!!!!
This semester is so busy!!!
A lot of things need to do and spend much time on learning!
I think this two weeks are the most busy and suffer week!

Need prepare 3 Math tests which are not easy subject for me!
 Critical thinking and French Test too!!
And then need spend time to sell MGM's products!!
Spend time to do the Business plan which need a lot of time!
And need to face Malay and English oral test!!
So busy and so much things to do ,prepare and learn!!


STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 5, 2012

A nice old song 2

有多少爱可以重来


常常责怪自己当初不应该 常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱 到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外 谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排总教人无奈 这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在 而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来 却不知那份爱会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海 是否还有勇气去爱
谁知道又和你相遇在人海 命运如此安排总教人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏 只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白 你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来 却不知那份爱会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海 是否还有勇气去爱
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来 却不知那份爱会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来 有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海 是否还有勇气去爱

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Seem like long time din't upload my blog
But actually just two days XD...haha

Nothing much to say, Just want to scream out!
I want go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wear nice nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want do math!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haizz..Dont dreaming..

Anyway, tonight I had a great night with my girlss..
Gossip Gossip! :D:D
Girls's favourite! Hahaha

Monday, October 1, 2012