What is life?

Very sleepy, but it is just 9.39pm right now!
Hmm..what to do? wash my clothes? do my tutorials? do my assignment? surf net without objective?
Hmmm....All don't want~~~~~~But I know I will do one of these at the end.haha...

How is my life recently?
Hmmm...Grey? Maybe.
Don't know why the negative thought never let me go for this two months maybe.
Argh! It is so suffer.
I just can't be alone or being free recently.
There are too much time for me to think for nonsense!
Argh!! I will have emotional sickness on one day!

Choi!!!! Need to control ady!!!!
Find something to do, find something to do....
Think positively think positively!!
Or else don't think anything at all!=.=

Wondering how I live last time?
What my brain is thinking during free time?=.=

I lost, what is life actually?