我爱你s

这十七年来

得到的很多

失去的也很多

但为什么

失去的痛比得到的笑来得更深刻？

若天要你走，你有权说不走吗？

失去的意义是什么呢？

Be honest to yourself

Argh...

Just feel like can't cheat myself anymore!!

I dislike my course arrr!!!!

Everytime feel like study for nothing!!!!

Can't see the point why I learn it!

Of course, for people who want to be  a great Statistician it is very useful!

But for me! They're just no use at all !!

Even I can be a normal or basic statistician ,

 I think a lot of the thing I learn now is not useful to me too!

And! I hate programming so much!!!

And statistician = programming

So??!! wth??!!!

I force myself and persuade myself to love my course,

to enjoy the process, to learn something useful, to love programming.

But! I just can't help!!!!

Not because of lecturer problem, or syllabus or interest problem!

Is just I can't see my future!

I really do love Math and Stat, I do!

But like does not mean I suit it!

isn't???!!!!!!

how long time I still need to withstand these???!!!

Everyday doing what I don't like and pointless thing!!!!

when can I get rid all of this??!!

study exam fyp study exam fyp!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just feel that I shouldn't force myself anymore!!!

Be honest to myself!!!!

I want to be released! and do what I like or suit me!

Wait me! The real me.

A playful month

Have been play and enjoy non stop for one months I guess!

Argh! 

What I'm feeling now is scare! haahahah!!

Erm.. Is like 心里不踏实。

 

Seem like just enjoy playing but do nothing else. 

Din't study well for tests

Din't do well in my fyp

Wardrobe and table in a mess.

Everything is not organise

Money use like water 

Argh...!!!

Feel like everything in a mess! 

I should clear up everything especially my mind! 

Ok! Tmr!!!

I miss my birthday so much

Haha!

I guess everyone love birthday??

or maybe most of the people.

It include me!

Recently, I miss my birthday so much whenever I'm celebrating people birthday 

=.=

This is weird? hahaha

I am greedy maybe.

I just miss the feeling to being a birthday girl so much.

Maybe I'm the lucky one for the so long time.

Always and always so much people around me to share my happiness

Taking my birthday as a matter for them.

Much appreciated.

<3<3<3

2014 Birthday with Bf 

2014 Birthday with Family

2014 Birthday with BFF

2014 Birthday with Family

2014 Birthday with F6 friends

2014 Birthday with Bf and BFF

2014 Birthday with BFF

2014 Birthday with COURSEMATE

Haha...arrrr

I miss birthday so much!!!

Not to showing off, 

just to share my appreciation to the people who love me <3

表达是我最直接的感恩方式 :)

By the way, I look younger that time!

why after half year I become so old??!!

Noooooooooooooooooo!!!!

Ok, out of topic again hahahaha!!

Anyway, I'm looking forward my birthday come again hehe

Blog-ing feeling

I like blogging.

 Because it can help me to mark down the things I did,

my happy moment, my current feeling and everything.

Besides, IT CAN TRAIN MY WRITING.

Although I am very good in chatting with friends haha! 

but actually I'm not good in explaining or sharing a story.

I don't know why.

My language ability is just in the way too weak! haha

After few years I blog, my story sharing is still not good!

hahahaha! wtf..when I read back my past post, 

it is like omg. 

Especially the post write in mandarin =.=

and the hardest and horrible post is travel posts!

it is just..........

don't know how to write them =.=

I really wish to jot down my every travel diary

and jot down the every details

But huh, I really don't remember them 

haha! 

So, maybe it is not my writing problem

It is my memory problem instead. 

hahahahaha

Argh, just a random post.

Tata!

Be brave.

Lighting can make you see clearer the road in front of you.

But, your own self need to step forward to experience the scenery around you.

20141025 - Birthday Celebration @ Morgan Field, Publika

Aloha! Well, a weird introduction. Lol.

Last Saturday we went to Morgan field to celebrate bestis sinyu and weng keong birthday! 

A great memory between us is created again. ❤️

For stephy, maybe this is the 10th year we celebrate together? Haha.. 

Since we know each other from 13 and know we are 23.

I think weng keong is very 'hang fok'?

He seem like is the only boy we celebrate his birthday every year and with gift! 

Haha he is one of our best jimui, no choice. 

Anyway, welcome sinyu to join 23 family and welcome weng keong to join 24 family. 

Im coming soon, k? =.=

Hehe.. Let's talk about that day.

Our share platter, RM 149.90 for 3-4 people. But we 5 ppl share one plate and we aresuper full. Haha

The birthday girl and boy. 

Random pics haha 

Im sad! My hair is damn ugly like aunty!

Realize after i took pic. 

Time to hav rebonding and practise my hair-curling technique =.=

WTF........

Haha ernmmm ignore the previous paragraph haha! It is out of topic!

Anywhere, happy birthday to dearest! 

May all your dreams come true, i will always support u guys as usual :) 

Lalalalalalala

The long yet short holiday

My one week mid sem break is going to end soon.

Erm. It already end I think? hahaha!

Because tomorrow I'm gonna start my Non-Parametric REVISION.

Ish, I hate exam!!!

Anyway, I feel grateful to have this holiday.

Feeling recharge after this, although I'm damn sleepy right now. =.=
Having few eat sleep days in this holiday. few outing with friends, bf and family.

and my Taobao arrived! hehee...satisfied with what I bought hahahaha.

So, the enjoyable time is end.

Time to work hard again.

Always stay positive and grateful yea!

hohohohohoho

日本 8 天 7 夜游 --> Day 2

Day 2

梦馆（浴衣） - 东福寺 - 稻荷神社-清水寺

第二天可以说是超级累的一天！

因为穿着和服走一天的路爬山还要遇上下雨！

这天我们和梦馆预约了 早上 10 时。

由于我们去时是夏天，所以我们预约了浴衣 而 不是 和服。

当穿了后，我真的觉得和服美好多！

浴衣 3500 日元 包括了 浴衣，手袋和拖鞋。

发型 1500 日元，有六种发型选。

费了大概 一小时，我和妹妹终于着装完成！好累啊啊

个人认为发型不是很适合我！哈哈哈！

过后我们就出发到东福寺啦！

说真的，夏天到东福寺来真的不是很值得。

因为那边出名的是秋天的枫叶啊！

所以·，我们只在外面走走，也没进去。

通往东福寺的桥

妹妹在装很有feel 酱 haha

其实后面的都是枫叶哦！
只是还没变色而已，可惜啊 

我们是假日本妹 哈哈哈
那头发还蛮适合我妹的

之后我们就去很著名的稻荷神社啦！

里面是真的人山人海，即使下雨了！

许个愿吧！

我妹真的很像日本妹下，旅客也误以为她是日本人
还要求和他拍照！哈哈 

这些是鸟居，都是那些人来还愿建的！
听说，橙色的鸟居是保佑生意兴隆的 哈哈
稻荷神社的鸟居很很很长，长到山上去的，非常灵和出名！


之后，我们就前进去清水寺了！
～～～～～～

忘了那个路程，只知道我们在地铁站走了很久很久
然后实在太饿了，我们就进了一间乌东面餐馆
不知道是太饿还是真的那么好吃，我们都狼吞虎咽，还猛说好吃！哈哈哈哈

 

吃完后，我们又启程啦！

走了超级无敌地走才到清水寺的山下，问题是，清水寺在山上啊！！

怎样爬啊～～～

还是得爬！哈哈哈 

而且还下雨 T.T

即使上到去，我们也没付费进清水寺。

只在门口拍照。

不过，在沿途上有很多各种各样的店铺

还是很有特色，很值得来的。

只是时间和体力关系，我们也没走到祗园那边了

感觉上我们在清水寺游得很草率

哈哈！因为下雨连照片也没拍多少

伤心啊，我可是很幸苦爬上来的！

最后，体力不支，我们决定搭计程车回去！！

告诉你，在日本一上计程车的价格是从 650-700日元（笔记的正确数目） 算起的！

超级无敌贵

不过，还是值得的

反正清水寺离梦馆也不是很远（如果坐车的话）

就这样，抱着很累的身躯回酒店了

累到完全不想动！也下了个长命雨

那一刻，我们只想在床上完电话到睡着~~~~~~

这天的感想是，穿日本传统装很累！

很佩服日本女生。

第二，梦馆的服务还好，可能客户多，感觉上不是很亲切

第三，那家面很好吃

哈哈哈哈哈哈啊