Dreams*Direction

Few days ago, I'm stress out!

Chatting with an old cum best friend, make me feel relief.

Find myself again after the chatting. :)

I'm thinking. Do you have dreams?

I think I have, I want to do what I like, what I love, what I can bring benefit to people surround me and myself.

and then, what I like actually? 

I love to spend time with people I love, my family, my lover, my friends, my pets. hehe

I love to teach, I like to pass my knowledge to kids, I love to help them, explain to them until they understand.

I love to travel, I like to step on the every single inches of land on the earth, I want to see the different things in my life.

I want to travel with my family, my lover, my friends, to share and spend the every single happy moment with them.

I love to blog, no why, this is my hobby, I like to mark down everything I pass through, I like to share what I have been goes through or try. I feel release after blog, no matter what topic.

Because the every blog I wrote remind me my life is so wonderful, I am so real exist. 

What I want is just as simple as that. 

But, to do what I love. I need to pay the effort. No free lunch in the reality.

I need to have knowledges, I need to have a degree, I need to have a job, I need to have money.

So, what to do now?

I need to focus on what should I focus on, I should study, study for knowledge study for degree.

I need to work part time and at the same time din't affect my study.

While studying and working, I need to enjoy my life too [playing][spend time with people but not non living thing]

Because I know how important to live at this moment, I know when this moment gone, it is really gone.

U will never get your primary or secondary school time back, you will never get your university time back, you will never get your time with someone you love back when they leave your life.

So no matter rich or poor, busy or free, I will still make sometime to enjoy my life, slow down my step to see and care the things around me.

Ok, suddenly I'm very clear about my direction! hahaha!

Got more motivation to do thing now, more willing to do it,

because I'm not work for nothing.

I'm live for what I want. :)

Actually I want write this post to motivate myself whenever I'm lost, to remind me my purpose of life 

what I want to get I want to do in the every single moment in my life.

So, Study+ work+play is my aim now! haha

I just need to focus when I doing them. 

And less complaint, more determination!

I admit that I'm really a person without determination!

Anyway, I will tried to change it!

Good Night!! <3

Smile for a better tomorrow :)