Phyllis's Blog: It's not a good thing

Seriously, remember my previous post about 2014's resolutions?
Yea, one of my biggest resolution is to reduce dating.
Well, I think I did this quite well in this beginning of 2014.
The 13th day of January 2014. I think I just dating for 2-3 times.
Erm...Sound like I am quite successful in this. Haha

First of all, I busy for final exam until 7th of January.
Even I not 24 hours keep studying but I got no mood to hang out too.
Right after the exam, I fall sick! Fu**!
and then I keep outing with my friends like Chai Ling, Yen Chin, Coursemates and celebrate Suk Han Birthday. So, no time to dating again.
When I finally clear all the date, then my boyfie went to Penang 3 days 2 nights.
Well, no chance to meet again. Haha
We just able to meet each other for 2 hours before he depart to Penang.

This is quite good actually.
Finally we got own time to do own things, spend time with own family and friends
Not just sticking around during weekend.

But, somehow, the weekend without him is quite.....ermm...not used to it.
Hohoho..maybe I just too dependent on him.
Honestly, THIS IS NOT A GOOD THING DEFINITELY.
The usual weekend should be waiting him to fetch me out for a lunch or a dinner.
Or just spending the time together in home or shopping centre.
But, this weekend is not.
The worst thing is when I want to dinner, I don't know who I should date with.
Scroll down the FB and HP contact list.
Well, these friends are dating definitely.
Erm, these friends will dinner with their family
Urmm, these friends I seldom contact
Huh, these friends I want to date long time ago, but not now, I just worry people will think that I only think of them when need accompany. I 100% no think like this,I just scare of people misunderstand me, so I called off the plan again.

At this moment, I asked myself, is it without him , I no need to dinner already??
Huh.. when my life becomes like this?? Hahahaha!!!
I just too depend on him, when he not around, my life is in a mess.
Well, not that serious, just not used to it, lack of someone accompany.
Anyway, just try to don't let someone involve too much in your life,
you will in a mess when they not around and you will lost your own social circle too.

Okay, learn to be independent and a super woman now!!!!!
Anyway, I am looking forward to his return tonight too :)